remains

"I've post this on my tumblr before.. ya its about 12 months ago and now i'll remains what i feel like before"

God, I know you can feel what I feel. you can hear what I say. you can see what I am doing now. I cant hold my tears forever. everytime I thaught about him, I feel so sad. I remember all of memorise when we spent together. I cant do anything and I just keep silent. When I dissolve in my sadness, I realized my tears were alredy falling too much. I am happy to being special someone for him. hmm I know its fisrt time when I still best of the best for him, but now ? maybe he alredy forgot his felt to me and Im not be special someone more. he decide to often hurt my heart. he s hurt my heart very well baby. although he say break up, Im sure that we can being one someday.

No body can change his smile, his face, his attitude, his hug, his love, and all of about him. bigest thanks for him, thanks being the best people in my life. sorry, I cant forget him and I dont want to lost this feeling for him. I hope, he can get the best for his life. I cant make him feel so happy everyday, everywhere, and everytime. I just can make him to be angry because me :( maybe loves not to posses. he can enjoy his life without me and well, I just can stay with my tears. thanks YR :(

love you :''''(